I feel so ashamed… so ashamed that I’ve let my myself stoop down to this level again. But, then I think, “why am I ashamed if what I fear is true?” If what i’m afraid of is what I discover, why do I feel so wrong for looking? I hate myself for letting it eat away at me inside, but I hate knowing that everything I fear is reasonable and probable. gvfrksvdelfrpns… guhh!!
took a walk with the beast today… fall is coming… I’m starting to get excited.
one big room, full of bad bitches.
Today’s workout was good but kind of short-lived.
Shaved 20 seconds off my mile time… got it down to 10:40. It was steady between 11:00 - 11:30. woot.
after that I started losing stream quickly. ended up doing a total of 2 miles in 24 minutes (couldn’t make it to 30) for ~250 calories. somewhat depressing, but glad to have lost that 20 seconds. just have to keep pushing.
35 minutes on the Elliptical tonight. A little over 3 miles.
Mile I- 11 mins; Mile II- 23 mins; Mile III- somewhere around 31 or 32 mins.
Somewhere around 300 calories.
Man, I miss the old days. But… gotta start somewhere…. /sigh
horrible night. didn’t sleep well, tossed + turned, and woke up alone.
I just can’t wait to be his wife, and go to sleep next to him every night, and wake up to his face every morning. this is torture /=
oh well, here’s to the next 10 hours if non stop work.
Name: Audrey Kuchinski Gender: Female Height: Five- Seven Age: Twenty- One Eye Color: Brown / Hazel Hair Color: Brown / Blond / Copper Smoking: Marlboro Menthol Smooth / Black & Mild: Wine Drinking: Malibu & Coke / Heinekin / Dos XX / Vodka & Sprite Drugs: No, thanks Job: Dental Assistant Education: Community College -__- Fav. Sport: Volleyball Fav. Color: Hot pink. Fav. Band: Jack’s Mannequin Siblings: Un hermano. Tattoos? None. Piercings? Four Lobes, One Tragus. Perfect Date: A free one, outdoors. Hobbies: Enjoying life. Questions? Nein.
such truth… sigh… Oh, Scorpio ♥
Done by Chris Lowe at Naked Art Tattoo in Odenton, MD. I got it because I want to become a surgeon and am currently in a pre-med program at college
I don’t usually reblog tattoos, but this is really extraordinary.
gnarr. this is amazing…
the fact that I can update Tumblr from my phone is pretty bitchin. the fact that I never have anything worth updating about… not so bitchin.
(= I love sneaking pictures of him while he’s asleep. <3
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